waiting...

two weeks of school left !!
time to bring my grades up?

eh

junior year ended up not being as bad as I expected
maybe bcus I keep settling with b's instead of working for the a's like I used to


ic & core interviews yesterday


summer come please

HATE ?

HATE is a strong word.

but sometimes I cant help but hate


-myself when I procrastinate, like Im doing now
-when people make a big deal out of the smallest things.
-drama. so unnecessary
-overthinking, overanalyzing, paranoia. no, I dont like him. and no, Im not mad at you.
-assuming. my biggest pet peeve is when people assume things about me. parents, siblings, friends, strangers. I do things differently sometimes just to prove them wrong
-mood swings, pms
-fake smiles
-when I upset someone but they act like they're completely fine so I never know I did something wrong until I hear from someone else.
-hating

2009= fresh start.
more Jesus+ more prayer = more forgiveness.

seriously.
giving it all up to God.

goodnight.

its that time of year!

It's December!


*Christmas
*winter break!
*traditions
*mom dad david's birthdays
*food
*house cleaning

but
-SAT
-empty wallet

bwaces

hello blog

i must record that i woke up early today!

for ortho
omg, Ive had metal on my teeth for over a year now