funday

tennis practice at 6am -_-
go home, shower, "study"
waste time
jenny's house!
sex&the city movie, & food with jenny jason dcho
home
ashlee's house
card games & food with ash heather edward daniel
come home, "study"
now currently wasting time




these days,
i want to get out and do something new & adventurous
& at the same time, i just want to relax at home



ugh
i feel so sick & tired right now
i hate being so lazy. i need to move around more



this week, i faced so many challenges and hardships
they all came as a shock to me. so disappointing...
it's hard right now
but i feel like God is teaching me something
i hope i am learning...

sunday

woke up
church
volunteer
ate
church people came over to my house
ate
ashlee's house
home
frances' house for core banquet!
long beach
getting lost in beckys car T_T
hawaiian for david
eat
frances' house
ab gift exchange (thank you ellen!)
home

friday

hello,
today was fun

last jclub meeting of the year today
great worship from pastor joe & ryan from fecc
a lot of people came, esp juniors! =D
YAY

after school-
tc with steve and michael
met up with brian jenny jason
spent like an HOUR trying to decide what to eat -_-
went to ddukbossam next to steamcity
mean lady -_-
then borders with brian jenny
then brian leaves us stranded without a phone -_-
daniel cho comes
jason comes after tsi
sick jenny goes home
walmart with jason dcho
jason and dcho go home to jacuzzi, wth -_-
bought brother chipotle -_-
went home, wasted time


taking sat's tomorrow
maybe I shouldve studied today..

waiting...

two weeks of school left !!
time to bring my grades up?

eh

junior year ended up not being as bad as I expected
maybe bcus I keep settling with b's instead of working for the a's like I used to


ic & core interviews yesterday


summer come please

HATE ?

HATE is a strong word.

but sometimes I cant help but hate


-myself when I procrastinate, like Im doing now
-when people make a big deal out of the smallest things.
-drama. so unnecessary
-overthinking, overanalyzing, paranoia. no, I dont like him. and no, Im not mad at you.
-assuming. my biggest pet peeve is when people assume things about me. parents, siblings, friends, strangers. I do things differently sometimes just to prove them wrong
-mood swings, pms
-fake smiles
-when I upset someone but they act like they're completely fine so I never know I did something wrong until I hear from someone else.
-hating

2009= fresh start.
more Jesus+ more prayer = more forgiveness.

seriously.
giving it all up to God.

goodnight.

its that time of year!

It's December!


*Christmas
*winter break!
*traditions
*mom dad david's birthdays
*food
*house cleaning

but
-SAT
-empty wallet

bwaces

hello blog

i must record that i woke up early today!

for ortho
omg, Ive had metal on my teeth for over a year now