Monday, January 12, 2009

HATE ?

HATE is a strong word.

but sometimes I cant help but hate


-myself when I procrastinate, like Im doing now
-when people make a big deal out of the smallest things.
-drama. so unnecessary
-overthinking, overanalyzing, paranoia. no, I dont like him. and no, Im not mad at you.
-assuming. my biggest pet peeve is when people assume things about me. parents, siblings, friends, strangers. I do things differently sometimes just to prove them wrong
-mood swings, pms
-fake smiles
-when I upset someone but they act like they're completely fine so I never know I did something wrong until I hear from someone else.
-hating

2009= fresh start.
more Jesus+ more prayer = more forgiveness.

seriously.
giving it all up to God.

goodnight.